Tuesday • March Thirtieth • Two Thousand Four

So the depression hasn't left yet... because I got this strong wave over me today... I feel very unwanted for some reason. Just completely useless...

I'm really hoping that's not true... but it really does feel like it... I'm completely unattractive... which tells me that no one would want me. I'm ugly - overweight... am a complete bitch... useless... am good to no one... and just good for nothing...

yeah... not cool. I'm just not cool... bottom line...